All the while,

I thought I can handle the truth well. I thought I'm doing less harm by keeping everything to myself. When actually I'm just doing myself more harm...by filling each and every inch of my soul with those overwhelming emotions that struggled to come out. But always corked up right at the moment when I'm on the verge of bursting. Those feelings... felt prickly, and at times it can be kinda sourish... Then whenever I felt awful, he would give me the warmth and love that I needed to put those nasty emotions to sleep.

As time flies, my soul wore out, and those emotions that had wanted to come out so badly, escaped and wrecked havoc. They harmed him and I was sad, 'cos I'm the one who caused it to happen. I thought i'm probably the biggest evil out there. But at the same time it just shows how much I actually care for him.

Throughout, he was so patient. Even when theres some stuffs he didn't really understand, he tried to. He never once tried to leave the situation and seriously wanted to solve the problem.

All the hullabaloo...sighs.

All could have been avoided if I've been more truthful from the start. Those bottling of emotions gotta stop. 'Cos we made a pact that I'll have to say out anything and everything thats bothering me.

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" Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her... "

Thats him.

(:

Mad people say mad stuffs

SO- after being crazy for one whole day. I'm back alive and happier ;D

BUT I'M STILL GONNA CHANGE THE BLOG URL. Pui u.

and- Joseph ah, mwahs.

I wanna

Scream till my lungs give away.

OK NO PICTURES COS SOMEONE SAY HIS EYEPAIN. SINCE MOST OF THE PHOTOS GOT ME INSIDE I CNT UPLOAD COS IS AN EYESORE. OK THANKS BYE SRY KY I LURBZX U.

AND. I REFUSE TO ENJOY MY XMAS COS I AM IN A FUCKING BAD MOOD. (no not cos of the eyepain thing la) JUST COS MY DA YI MA IS HERE AND I'M NOT HAPPY, I'M INSANELY PISSED AGAIN AFTER READING SOME PISSING SHIT.

BLOODY HELL U I HATE PPLE WHO KEPT STUFFS FROM ME. AND SO? LETTING ME DISCOVER IT FROM A FUCKING 3RD PARTY? GO AND DIE LA.

I'M SHUTTING OFF THIS BLOG BY THE END OF THIS YEAR COS I DONT WAN PEOPLE TO READ IT ANYMORE.

sucks the hell outta my life.

dont bloody keep things from me. it is almost de same as lying.

X'mas EVE!

HELLO! I ish wish you guys A MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

(Kinda ugly photo, but..yea aiyah, you eye pain then don't see la!)

Okay, kinda early, but oei BETTER THAN NTH RIGHT. DONCH COMPRAIN.

Hohoho! Just in case I forget to wish you people out there tmr. ;D

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I went out with Baba today and he treated me Fish & co. ! LURVELY. TOTALLY. <3

As usual this zharbor here cannot finish her food....

If only I can tahbao the food and fedex to Africa hor? )': Can feed those people and wishing it will last them foreverrrrr. Anyway the icetea machiam like water. -.-

We both bought bubbletea afterthat, then chatted and slacked for a while :3

TIME WELL SPENT TODAY...

Though i didn't get to countdown xmas with baba..O: Aiyah next time la HAHA

eh msn counted? O.o

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p/s More photos later( not sure will post not hor)

MWAHS PEOPLE!!!

bushed

I'm frigging tired. Body clock kinda screwed and i see no point trying to change it back cos once the school starts again, it will screw up AGAIN.

I'm thinking of making xmas cards for u fellows out there but my brain doesn't seem to be functioning well tonight. I CAN'T THINK OF A BLOODY DESIGN///.!!!!! Must be cos i stupidly woke up at 830am in the morn for no good reason and end up like a dumbdumb now. And throughout the whole day i didn't really think much while i'm over at baba's hse. Just stone and watch inglorious basterds. ==; Underused brain.

I've got stuffs to blog but i'm seriously too lazy. all those photos...photos..and bazillion photos...waiting for me to post. nah...next time.

I..NEED...TO...STOP...BEING....SO....CB(is chiobu not cheebye, waddehell u thinking man)...LAZY.

bye i'm bushed.

mwahs

Pink pearls anyone? bubbleteas!

Bubbletea with PINK PEARLS!

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Theres this new bubbletea shop that just opened in Bedok interchange!

Quite interesting 'cos the pearls are pink and are roselle flavoured! The one above is roselle tea, and I was recommended to it by the shop assistant ;D

In case you wanna know, roselle tea actually tasted sour and sweet @.@...something like plum juice? I think it tasted okay to me, but I prolly wont try to buy it again 'cos i'm still not used to the flavour.

Anyway, i noticed that their menu is quite diff from a normal bbt's shop menu. *shrugs*

And i tried roast milk tea that Xiangyu recommended. Too milky for me...maybe some pple will like it, but not me.

A refreshing alternative, but it is slightly more exp than normal bbt... :/

I guess I still prefer sweettalk more(i dont like de outlet at tm), oh and each-a-cup sucks if u ask me. Okay fine, their milktea not bad yea? But they too giam with their syrup lah!

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ANYWAY, I MENTIONED I DON'T LIKE THE OUTLET AT TM RIGHT?

COS the auntie and the china girls working there had poor services and treat the customers as if we owed them bazillion bucks. toot. The faces like forever bin caocao one lor. Every customer they serve they will yell, " WHAT YOU WANT?" Like as if we are deaf. Then, when they return the change they will slam the money on the counter like as if we are beggers?!?!!

People go there buy bbt still got extra services -.-" tsk.

Bincaocao face service &

Scream till u deaf service &&

Slam the money cos i see u bueysong service.

I stopped buying from them already. Cnt tahan their way of serving pple.

Dulan.

They made it seem that customers are always wrong. pfft.